Been meaning to this for a long time, but well time is one
thing I don’t have! (No I am not dying!). Out of the many things I have
written, this felt like the urgent need of the hour.
I have been writing a lot of papers, and in tune of that (
and the frustration of being up all night), first my abstract! No matter what I
do, its never enough?
Everybody has a past, everybody has a future, then why does
your past have to shadow the future? Why cant the mistakes you did in the past
be left there and you not judged by them, haunted by them every step that you
take. Why is it that when you learn to let go of your past, others hold on to
it! It’s my past for heaven's sake! Not even yours!
This is a very angry outburst, trying to be controlled, so
you might want to stop reading! They say give your 100% to something, put in
your heart, and things will work out! Well for all those who still believe
that, it’s CRAP. I don’t mean to sound negative, I am just a realist!
I tell you what I feel, I open my heart out and bleed out
for you, but you don’t get it. You don’t believe in it, I repeat myself, I try
to prove it, but you are just too blocked by the past, mine and yours. And its
not fair in either case. If its your past, then how is it fair for it to infect
my future (or rather our future) with doubt and fear, and if its mine, once
again, JUST LET IT GO! Life is too short (As I keep saying!) and every day
wasted living in those tiniest of things is a crime! (YES! I am putting forth a
motion to make it legalized).
I wish you could just see me for what I am right now. I wish
you could see the man that I have the potential to turn into, the person I wish
to turn into. One argument you might throw at me is “It’s not what you are
underneath. It’s what you do that defines you.” (Yes! I just quoted Batman!)!
Even in that case, why do you not see what I am doing now? Shouldn’t that be
taken into account?
I can’t erase what I have done, but I can definitely paint a
better future! Just give me a chance!
Looking for the silver lining…
Looking for the silver lining…
-The Rambler
No comments:
Post a Comment
Thoughts? Questions? Criticism? Leave a note ->